his shadow, was always there beside me. eyes upon me, even in my dreams he's there, almost so vividly he holds me.
It was what that story is suppose to be. he do sucks my blood out. he makes me cry oh so hard for help, but my cry would only grow effortless. he makes me so weak, hopeless. so i let him suck all my strength, my will- my blood. And that was the biggest decision ive made, facing the darkness that slowly falls upon me, i decided everything would just be alright.
It did. +he's beside me to let me know he'll always be there.
+his eyes were upon to let me know that he knows what i feel, to assure that i should not worry on what he has to say. he would understand
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he stays in my dreams, to make it all come true. +sucks my blood when all his reasons comes intersecting into mine.
+he makes me cry oh so hard for help, when i wanted to just have some time for myself to think, for space. but always there holding on.
not letting me go.+he makes me so
weak form hating him and loving him all the same time.
+hopeless, from thinking of the time that he would soon leave me,
nothing anyway is forever only things lasts for a long time.+letting him have my all. my strength. my ability to use my mind. am i so inlove. my inability to use my mind towards him is my weakness.
+and facing the darkness. im defenseless by my own decision but in darkness ill be with him.
my troubles will be shared with him, my pain would be sucked by his presence, my tears would be guarded by his embrace, my problems would be his to take. .....im HIS.......
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