My first 9month long relationship is still kickin'. and its fun! i didnt imagine myself being able to stay that long with someone, im kinda moody and i often say whats on my mind. but being with him, i do learn to brace myself and keep my thoughts and assess before i make a big issue. its good, right?. everything goes well. I even find myself missing him even its only been seconds since he left. We were too comfortable with each other, i even got some of my things on his apartment and he in mine. When he left his tootbrush, he'll use mine, my soap, my shampoo and everything that is "useable", its fine with me; im also welcome to use his things though.
Too comfortable.Too constant.Too dull--
Bored?
Is this just a natural feeling when you've been in a constant cycle of everyday tasks/activities/person?This feeling could be fleeting; a twist, and whatever this may cause in a ralationship i hope it would not end. there were times when i think about us, getting this long still standing inspite of some troubles all my thoughts gets well, but when i stop thinking, there it goes again.
Should you hate me for getting bored? dont get me wrong, i do love him and willing to give him my all.
Should i ask some space? But i dont believe on people asking "spaces" to their SO.
Asking me
for space means "get lost" . And i dont wanna do that. He's too special, Coz im in love.
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