(when praying about something like love that has been lost. what would a girls prayer be?)We thought it was him, we thought it would be him. We thought it will be forever. And yet, we thought wrong.
I never imagined that there is something wrong between us, and never realized there is until that night. It was not that game anymore, when i use to tell him il leave him, that he'll just hug me oh so tight and whisper that there will never come a day that he would let me think of leaving him. It wasnt one of those nights i guess. for that night, he never even said a word, he just left me there on whats suppose to be our room-
staring and thinking if i still know this guy in front of me. to whom i have chosen to love, to whom ive chosen to believe more and less to my friends; to the man whom i chose to be with instead spending that Christmas night with my family. I never known this kind of man in front me now, who seems so cold.
I pray, Lord God to send me back my man. Who constantly loves me, whose there to support me, whose very presence makes me happy. Where is he? Who is that man Oh Lord, coz i do not know him. I pray that he will come back and change his mind into leaving me, i pray that he will choose me instead of that girl i saw... that pretty girl he used to work with. Its my fault, i should have known whats coming and i should have done something.I can give him more than what he needed just give me this chance oh Lord. Help me.
.. but then
they just broke up . He finds another
and the girl is just there,
watching, envying It should have been her holding that hand. For weeks, the girl learned to live her life though there is still wanting in her eyes, hope that one day he will be back believing that that time will come soon. So she got herself busy and yes, she have been so busy that she has already forgotten about him. Forgotten about her heart broken.
And then she prayed again. . .
Thank you, Ive passed it all. Ive learned to forgive him but sorry its so hard to forget.
Im ok now, so you dont have to give me a truck full of work (smiles), it really helps me divert my attention (sighs). But you know what, i
still know im gonna love again i can feel it. And if i do find that love, hmmm better be ready for me for those nights that i will
CALL YOU and ASK YOU silly questions of why and why and where. I bet you know what im saying. (laughs) So don't get tired on me ok? And again, can i ask you for that next time. If you'll gonna give me some love i hope he will be that
someone who will stay???
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